Day 09 - The Beginning of a Theme

Posted: Tuesday, June 8, 2010 | Posted by Charlie | 0 comments
Obviously, this blog is not going to be updated daily, but I am going to do the very best I can to remember to keep folks up to date fairly often. With that as a precursor, I shall begin the story of my last two days.

Monday, I finally received my permit to survey, and I got out and worked my way through the beginnings of the neighborhood. It felt absolutely wonderful to be allowed to stretch my legs and to begin the intentional ministry that I was sent here to do. I do not function well when I'm sitting still, and I had definitely been sitting still for far too long waiting for things to pan out. That said, I was thrilled to be allowed to go back into the community on Tuesday and meet some more folks. Then it rained. All day. Not hard, just enough to make what I needed to do impossible.

It finally let up enough around 5PM for me to get back to work (it actually didn't let up much at all, I just talked myself into believing that so I could get to work). During my time of meeting people on Tuesday, I was allowed a chance to pray for a lot of people. I am daily becoming more and more enamored and impressed with the fantastic power of prayer (hence the beginning of my theme). God presented me with opportunities to speak truth into the lives of the people that I was bugging on my door-to-door escapade for information, and I was glad to grasp those opportunities and take advantage of them. It was absolutely fantastic to go before the throne of our God in prayer and intercession for those folks. Their own stories were and encouragement to me, and it was heartening to see the grateful looks on their faces when it became apparent that someone loved them and cared enough about what was going on in their lives to take it before the Lord in prayer.

This became even more significant to me when I placed it into the context of what God has been showing me in my times of prayer and Bible study these last few days. The gospel is far more significant that I have given it credit for, perhaps. I mean, I've always known it was centrally important and absolutely essential, but I forget that it is supposed to bring about an outward expression of gospel love and truth. It is an expression of the immensely transcendent God of the universe's intimate personal love for me. It is an outward expression of his very nature. And God is huge. Absolutely huge! He is completely sovereign over my situation, and he is the one working through me to minister to the community of Beach Park, IL as a result of the work of the truth of his gospel in my life. Even with all of his breadth and power, he listens to me as I pray for myself and those around me. This is a direct result of his gospel spoken into my life (that I take for granted all to often).

My reaction to this gospel ought to consist of heartfelt and sincere spiritual praise that goes on and on in a steady and straight progression. Those who worship him must worship in spirit and truth. This will produce works of faith which he prepared for them in advance. If I flip those around, as I sometimes tend to do, and begin with the works, attempting to pray and witness my way into favor with God will naturally produce a rigid and legalistic faith.

The reason that I say all of these things is to ask for your prayer. Pray for me to work with a top-down approach, so that I might begin everything I do by considering God's purpose for me and my actions. Pray for me to avoid a bottom-up approach that would result in me acting first, and considering God's purpose later. If I can grasp this truth and put it into practice, he will enable me to begin with the right perspective, and he will use me to spread the gospel in Beach Park.
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Day 05 - Prayers Please

Posted: Friday, June 4, 2010 | Posted by Charlie | 0 comments
Things have not been easy here at all, because, quite frankly, it's been too easy. I arrived here on Monday (Memorial Day) and submitted a request for a Solicitor's Permit on Tuesday morning. They informed me that it would be ready on Wednesday. It is now Friday, and the person in charge of preparing it has gone home for the day (at 1PM) and left nothing behind, so I have not been able to do much work at all. Preparing surveys, studying maps, and scouting the area are profitable, but it does little good when I'll have no chance to survey this weekend at all.

Even so, I know that God is in control, and I've trusted that he's given me this down time for a reason. I've enjoyed greatly studying his word over the last few days and have derived a lot of applicable truth. Paul details a confrontation that he has with Peter in the second chapter of Galatians. God as enabled my attempting to translate and study those passages in depth and in context and he has shown me a lot of things relevant even to my current situation -- the foremost is that I cannot lose focus on why he has brought me here: his glory. Thus, even though I cannot do exactly what my supervisor or I would like, I have a chance to praise him with my actions, doing everything as if it were done unto the Lord.

Mary, after learning of Jesus' conception, travels to visit her barren cousin Elizabeth, who is also with child. That blessed child, indwelt by the Spirit in the womb (a beautiful picture of God's sovereign grace) leaps for joy even there in the presence of his Lord. The young Mary then worships the Lord in song. Certainly she's in a difficult situation -- one far more difficult than the one I find myself in -- with an unborn child (I assume from the whiny women in my life that pregnancy is stressful) who also happens to be God and who also happens to have been conceived shortly before she was to marry. Yet all of these worldly worries melt away as she considers and sings of the glory of the Lord, a song that has come to be known as the Magnificat. Throughout this timeless song of praise she dots theology here and there, reciting to the Lord who he is so that he would receive glory.

I hope that this would be my attitude in this situation. I should remember the Lord and his mercies and his past goodness and grace toward me, which are essentially a promise of the grace and mercy to come. I ought to turn my worry to worship and my anxiety to praise. I know this on an intellectual level, and as I struggle to practice it, I covet your prayers. Prayer for the permits to come through would also be beneficial, I'm certain. As it is, I'm thankful for the God that brought me here and has plans for me to bring about his glory in Illinois, for the kind family that's taken me in as one of their own, and the 65-70 degree weather (which ought to be fantastic surveying weather). Thanks for reading, and so long for now. I leave you with Mary's song, the Magnificat.

And Mary said,

“My soul magnifies the Lord,
and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior,
for he has looked on the humble estate of his servant.
For behold, from now on all generations will call me blessed;
for he who is mighty has done great things for me,
and holy is his name.
And his mercy is for those who fear him
from generation to generation.
He has shown strength with his arm;
he has scattered the proud in the thoughts of their hearts;
he has brought down the mighty from their thrones
and exalted those of humble estate;
he has filled the hungry with good things,
and the rich he has sent away empty.
He has helped his servant Israel,
in remembrance of his mercy,
as he spoke to our fathers,
to Abraham and to his offspring forever.”
Luke 1:47-55 (ESV)
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